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Listening Day 4: Teacher Beware

Friday, August 21st, 2009

Yesterday I got some sleep and was back into the mode of listening to God’s voice. It’s still not an “easy” process (I wonder if it ever will be…and maybe that’s how it’s supposed to be). This morning God led me to a curious verse in James:

Dear brothers and sisters, not many of you should become teachers in the church,
for we who teach will be judged more strictly.
(James 3:1, NLT)

This verse has always been a little bit curious to me for a couple of reasons:

  1. I am called to be a teacher…so there is a certain level of direct, personal warning here. God is saying that I am walking right into the frying pan…that I am one of the few who will be “judged more strictly”.That’s serious business…but it’s also my calling and my passion.
  2. I never really fully understood how this verse fits into the third chapter of James which is focused on the power (and destructive nature) of the tongue. Yes, teachers speak so it applies, but the chapter isn’t focused solely on teachers. It just never quite seem to fit…but it still speaks to me directly.

Now, why did God take me to this verse? Not sure. Still meditating on that one. Is it an admonition or a warning (or both)? Simply a reminder that the path He has me on is serious business? He and I are talking about that…probably will be for a long time.

Do you have a verse or passage of Scripture that stands out…makes you nervous or curious? Something that you wrestle with often? Let’s hear it…

Listening Day 3: Nada

Wednesday, August 19th, 2009

This morning was Day 3 of my journey in listening to God this week…and it proved once again that I have a long way to go. I got a call at around 2 in the morning for a work issue and had a tough time getting back to sleep. I also have a funeral to prepare for on Friday. I was tired and my mind was racing in a thousand directions…except towards God.

Plain and simple…I just couldn’t quiet my spirit long enough to hear God. There was too much noise…too much distraction. I decided not to push it too hard. And I know that God isn’t going to hammer for it. Because I know he loves me. And I know He was with me all day…at work…at the home of a family that has just lost their dad…at home after it all. He was with me as I started putting together the memorial service.

It’s comforting to know that God is always there, even when we aren’t at our best. So, I plan to get some sleep tonight and get right back into the saddle tomorrow…I know He’ll be there waiting for me with the right word(s). And at least I’m learning not to feel so guilty when I don’t live up to my own expectations…guilt is not fruit from God (it’s from that other dude!).

More to come…

Listening Day 2: Stay With Me

Wednesday, August 19th, 2009

Day 2 of my 5 day process of spending time listening to God each morning was about as different from Day 1 as you could get. No direction to read a passage of Scripture that jumped off the page (although I did read Mark 16). No, Day 2 was more about hearing the Spirit’s voice spoken into my spirit. It’s not something I do well…it’s something He’s teaching me to get better at.

And what I heard yesterday morning was a repeat of a common theme in my spiritual journey:

“Stay with me, David. Don’t ever leave me.”

My spirit has a tendency to do that…to wander from God and try to manage on my own instead of staying connected to Him…remaining (or abiding) in Him as He said in John 15. None o this was said with even a hint of condemnation or guilt…simply a gentle reminder that my heart is prone to wander and I need to stick with Jesus or I will wander off.

How about you? What reminders do you get (and/or need) from God regarding your spiritual journey? What is your heart prone to do…?

Listening Day 1: Sacrifice of Thankfulness

Tuesday, August 18th, 2009

Yesterday morning was my first of five days simply listening to God…hearing from Him instead of filling the silence. And did He ever come through (like there was any doubt?). I started with some simple, but heartfelt, worship…praises and adoration for a God that would chose to love me even though He knows all about me.

And then God took me to Psalm 50. I actually read it a couple of times while asking the Spirit to speak to me through His Word…to direct my thoughts to what He wanted me to see here. What He wanted me to see was this:

Make thankfulness your sacrifice to God,
and keep the vows you made to the Most High.
(Psalm 50:14, NLT)

I have to admit that this verse opened up more questions than it answered for me. How is thankfulness sacrificial? I mean, sacrifice is supposed to cost us something…right? Well, how does thankfulness fit into that definition? Thankfulness doesn’t seem to cost much…if anything.

Maybe it’s about me putting aside my self-sufficiency…thanking God from a spirit of utter dependence on Him??

I am thankful. But I’m also still wrestling with this verse and its personal implications.

How about you…what do you think this verse means? What is sacrificial thankfulness? Let e hear it in the comment section…

Listening Week

Monday, August 17th, 2009

Over the past couple of weeks I have been challenged to mix things up in my morning time/routine with God. I’m not doing anything wrong, but anything gets stale if you leave it sit long enough. And over the weekend God has impressed on my to spend the next 5 days listening to Him instead of my normal routine.

It will just be me, my Bible, and a journal. And I’m just going to listen…hopefully hear His heart and His direction. It’s always hard for me to shut up and listen (in general and with God), but that’s what I’m going to work at for the next 5 days. And I will blog about it a few times along the way too.

So…I’m off for morning #1…always anticipation about what God might say when I actually take the time to stop and listen for awhile…

A God Moment

Tuesday, May 13th, 2008

About 10 days ago I blogged about starting to read John Eldridge’s book Walking with God (read the post here). Last night’s reading was about listening to God through His Word. John challenges his readers to ask God what to read…literally. “God what do you want me to read this morning?” This exercise is designed to teach us to ask and to listen.

So I tried it this morning. And the answer I got was Isaiah 52. As I have mentioned in a few recent posts, I have been struggling lately with hearing God’s voice…feeling close to Him…feeling like He hears me and is involved in my life. It’s been nothing short of frustrating and I’ve been asking God to speak to me about it. So what did I get from my reading this morning…the reading He sent me to?

I will reveal my name to my people, and they will come to know its power.
Then at last they will recognize that I am the one who speaks to them.
Isaiah 52:6, NLT

I’m sure it means much more to me than it does to anyone else…but that’s only because it’s the word He gave to me today. But He is certainly telling me that He is the One speaking to me. I need to shut out all of the other voices and recognize His voice and His power in my life. Now that’s what I call a “God moment”.