Haven’t had much to say lately…hence the silence, but I’m back for at least one day! I read something this afternoon that just needed a comment…even if it’s a short one.

I’ve been walking through the Book of Acts for the past few weeks. There is so much going on in that book. Good stuff. Stuff I always seem to forget, so it’s a good reminder every time I read it. And once in awhile I pick up on something I missed the first few times. Today was one of those times as I read the story of Peter being called to go give the Gospel to Cornelius. Nothing major here except for one small detail: Cornelius is a Gentile. (Insert gasps here!!)

Up until this point, Peter has only been preaching to Jews. He doesn’t even consider any other option. Talking to a Gentile is out of the question…much less sharing the Gospel of Christ with them. But God has other plans. So He gives Peter a vision to soften him up a little. And God gives Cornelius a vision to send for Peter. Both of them are obedient (good lesson there, but not for today).

Long story short: Peter visits with Cornelius and shares everything he knows about Jesus. Cornelius and his entire household are baptized with the Holy Spirit and then baptized with water. The Gentiles are officially invited to the party!

But Peter has some ’splain’ to do when he gets back to Jerusalem. The other apostles and believers would like to know what Peter is doing preaching to Gentiles….hmmm?? So Peter tells them the whole story…and here’s where we get to my own personal light bulb for the day…

“As I began to speak,” Peter continued, “the Holy Spirit fell on them, just as he fell on us at the beginning. Then I thought of the Lord’s words when he said, ‘John baptized with water, but you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit.’ And since God gave these Gentiles the same gift he gave us when we believed in the Lord Jesus Christ, who was I to stand in God’s way?” (Acts 11:15-17, NLT)

Did you see it? It’s that last little phrase (which is now highlighted and underlined in my Bible): “…who was I to stand in God’s way?”

What a great question…and theology for life! Who am I to stand in God’s way? And let me tell you, I stand in His way far too often! There, I said it…it’s out in the open. I’m not proud of it, but it happens. I like getting my own way after all…and why can’t my way and God’s way be in synch more often?  ;o)  Why? Because I’m not God, that’s why.

So I’m going to work on this more. And it helps to know that even a spiritual giant like Peter needed a little help in this department (it took three visions and the prompting of the Holy Spirit more than once to get him to change his ways). That’s good company.

SO now I’m off to try and get out of God’s way…look out world!

This morning I continued my walk through the book of Isaiah. I love this book…it speaks to my soul in ways some other books just don’t. Today I read Isaiah 63, Isaiah’s reflection of what God has done for His people in the past (specifically leading them out of Egypt).

It got me thinking about my own past…the path God has used to get me to where I am today (both physically and spiritually). We don’t do this kind of reflection enough. We need to remember how we got here. To learn lessons from our legacy (and not repeat the mistakes) and to thank Him for everything He’s done. It also reminds me that God has provided and guided in the past…and He’ll do so in the future.

My life is not lived out in a vacuum. Stuff has happened before. People have influenced my life. I’ve messed up…BIG. I have a past. I have a legacy. I need to remember it. Often.

And I need to tell it…

I will tell of the Lord’s unfailing love.
I will praise the Lord for all he has done. (Isaiah 63:7, NLT)

My past, my legacy, is not just for me. It’s for everyone in my life. It’s not my story…it’s God’s story. And He wants us to tell that story.

So…what’s your story?

The Men’s group I lead on Tuesday nights (I use the term lightly…they teach me way more than I do) has decided to study the minor prophets beginning now until the the middle of November. I am stoked about the study and got started this morning getting ready for tomorrow’s discussion by reading Hosea 1-4 and doing some background study. It’s good stuff! Hosea is a little odd to take in at first, but the lessons are incredible…and as relevant today as they where in c. 700 B.C.

As I was reading, one little sentence jumped off the page and I can’t get away from it. It’s a confirmation of what God has been teaching me over the past year or so. It’s at the foundation of His transformation in my own spiritual journey…as I’ve turned from religion to relationship. Here’s the sentence (this is God talking):

My people are being destroyed because they don’t know me. (Hosea 4:6a, NLT)

That right there is some powerful stuff…packed into a short little sentence.

The principle here? Knowing God, having a personal relationship with Him, is key to our survival!

Wow. If we don’t know God then we are already in the process of being destroyed…of perishing. It’s that important. God built us this way and if we don’t follow His design for our lives we’re in serious trouble. If we don’t know Him we’re in “deep do-do” (deep theological term!).

But the opposite is also true: If we know Him…if we have a personal relationship with Him…then we’re growing and living. Good stuf instead of the bad stuff. Again, because that’s how God made us.

Off to chew on this more…your thoughts and reactions…??

I have been walking through the book of Isaiah for the past month or so. It’s been awhile since God and I took a journey through this book. It’s one of my favorites. It’s deep. It’s rich. I get something new and important every time I pick it up. I must identify with God’s people during Isaiah’s lifetime. We have much in common, which isn’t necessarily a good thing!

Today I got a little flashback to my childhood days. Do you remember playing “Follow the Leader”? What a great game…as long as you were the leader anyway. I loved being out in front and blazing the trail. Following was okay once in awhile, but being the leader was where it was at!

I remember one summer climbing a 14K mountain with my uncles. Naturally, they took the lead because they were the adults. I lagged behind…far behind. It annoyed my uncles because they had to keep stopping and letting me catch up. Until finally my uncle stopped and told me to take the lead. He let me set the pace. And everything changed. All of a sudden I was way out in front; they had a hard time keeping up once I got in front.

What’s the point? Just this: It’s my naturally tendency to take the lead, but that doesn’t really work in my spiritual life…

I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is good for you and leads you along the paths you should follow. Oh, that you had listened to my commands! Then you would have had peace flowing like a gentle river and righteousness rolling over you like waves in the sea. (Isaiah 48:17-18, NLT)

God says I’m supposed to let Him lead. He knows the way. And the problem is that when I do what comes naturally—when I take the lead myself—then I get too far ahead of Him and miss the path I should follow. I think I know the way, but I don’t. I need to let God take the lead. I need to follow The Leader.

The benefits? Says right there in the passage: Peace and Righteousness. I could use more of both!

Sometimes even I can’t miss what God is trying to tell me…sometimes. This morning God got my attention by using simple repetition. And I need to hear what He had to say. First, He sent me to a passage in the Psalms. I read it, but almost missed what He was trying to say. The I started reading out of book I’m using in my devotional time called O2 (I highly recommend it already…and I’m not even done). The author quotes the exact same passage God has led me to earlier in the morning. OK, I get it…and I needed it obviously. Here’s the passage:

Whom have I in heaven but you?
I desire you more than anything on earth.
My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak,
but God remains the strength of my heart; he is mine forever.
(Psalm 73:25-26, NLT)

It’s that second sentence that is sticking with me today. I need to be reminded that my identity and my heart’s desire is found in God alone (at least that’s how it should be). He’s enough. He’s what I need. Today. Tomorrow. Always.

Too often I try and find my identity in other things. And it gets me all messed up. I turn to other things instead of turning to God. It’s faithless. It’s human. It’s gotta go.

I need Him and Him alone. Once I have that priority right everything else will fall into its proper place. Always.

My journey through Isaiah continued today. And once again it wasn’t the main point of a particular verse that caught my attention…but rather the secondary message. I could have easily ignored the primary message. The secondary message? Not so much. Here’s the passage:

Someone may say to you, “Let’s ask the mediums and those who consult the spirits of the dead. With their whisperings and mutterings, they will tell us what to do.” But shouldn’t people ask God for guidance? Should the living seek guidance from the dead? Look to God’s instructions and teachings! People who contradict his word are completely in the dark.

Isaiah 8:19-20, NLT

See, it would be easy for me to walk right past that first part. I don’t “consult the spirits of the dead”. I’m not even into astrology. Have always found that dangerous on one extreme and just plain silly on the other extreme.

But that second part I can’t ignore: “Shouldn’t people ask God for guidance?” Of course we should, but do we? Not often enough. James makes the point crystal clear: “You don’t have what you want because you don’t ask God for it” (James 4:2, NLT).

Sometimes I make it even worse. Sometimes I ask God, but then ignore the answer (if I even take the time to stop and listen in the first place). Which is stupid. And this passage points out the ignorance by painting a contrast. People will seek answers from dead spirits, but we won’t take the time to ask the Living God for guidance. Dumb. Dumb. Dumb.

I think I might be running for president of this particular club. But I’m working on doing better. I’m trying to stop and listen more—to seek His guidance and direction. It takes practice. It takes effort. It takes intentionality. But He’s always there…and He’s got a plan (see Jeremiah 29:11) much better than anything I could come up with. If I’d only listen…

I started reading through the book of Isaiah last week. It’s not my first trip through the book, but I always get something new out of Scripture every time I read it. That probably has to do with what’s going on in my life at the time, what the Spirit is showing me each time, and what I’m paying attention to that I missed last time.

Today’s passage struck me like a 2×4 upside the head…

What sorrow for those who get up early in the morning looking for a drink of alcohol and spend long evenings drinking wine to make themselves flaming drunk.

They furnish wine and lovely music at their grand parties—lyre and harp, tambourine and flute—but they never think about the Lord or notice what He is doing.

Isaiah 5:11-12, NLT

There’s a clear message here for many in our culture who are too focused on drinking and are always looking for the next big party…but that’s not what caught my attention. It’s the last line of the second verse that the Spirit highlighted for me today: “…they never even think about the Lord or notice what He is doing.” OUCH!

Guilty.

How many times have I been too busy looking for {INSERT ITEM HERE} and missed what God was doing…didn’t even give Him a second thought. I’m too busy on my own stuff. God takes a back seat. I don’t think about Him. I don’t notice what He’s doing.

I don’t do it as often as I used to, but it still happens. Of course, it shouldn’t. Something to keep working on. Keep focused on Him. Think about Him often. Notice what He’s doing. In me. With me. Through me. He’s always up to something and it’s always good.

Sometimes life is full of sorrow, regret, and pain. It sucks. We’ve all been through tough times…and there are certainly more coming down the road somewhere. Some of us are in tough times right now.

However, there is a difference between “worldly sorrow” and “Godly sorrow”. Here’s what Paul has to say on the subject…

I am not sorry that I sent that severe letter to you, though I was sorry at first, for I know it was painful to you for a little while. Now I am glad I sent it, not because it hurt you, but because the pain caused you to repent and change your ways. It was the kind of sorrow God wants his people to have, so you were not harmed by us in any way. For the kind of sorrow God wants us to experience leads us away from sin and results in salvation. There’s no regret for that kind of sorrow. But worldly sorrow, which lacks repentance, results in spiritual death. (2 Corinthians 7:8-10, NLT)

When I read this passage this morning it took me by surprise…can’t remember this teaching even though I’ve read it several times. And it’s timely based on some of the discussions I’ve had in the past week with some people who are going through some pain and sorrow in their lives. Here are a few things I take notice of in this passage:

• God allows pain and sorrow in our lives in order to change us…it has purpose…it leads to salvation.
• Worldly sorrow leads to our death…spiritual death.
• The difference? Our attitude and reaction. If we respond with repentance then it’s Godly sorrow…otherwise it’s worldly sorrow.
• God wants us to have some sorrow/pain in our lives because He wants to change us…to mold us into the image of Christ.

Does any of this make our pain and sorrow easier when we are in the middle of it? Not likely. But it is an important reminder that our attitude and response in the midst of our pain will determine the end result. Will we allow God to shape us and grow spiritually? Or will we be stubborn and unrepentant and end up dying spiritually?

The choice is ours…

I don’t sing.

OK, maybe when I’m alone in the car and some rockin’ tune comes on. And on Sunday mornings. But that’s pretty much it. It’s just not my “gift”.

But yesterday God took me to these two passages…

Sing a new song to the Lord,
for he has done wonderful deeds.
Psalm 98:1, NLT

Sing a new song to the Lord!
Sing his praises from the ends of the earth!
Isaiah 42:10, NLT

What caught my attention in both of these verses is not that we’re commanded to sing to the Lord…but that we’re commanded to sing a new song. Not a song that we already know. A new song.

Hmm…

As I read it I started to wonder, “What’s the significance of the song being new?” I assumed there was something there or God wouldn’t have said it that way…twice (it actually occurs three more times in Psalms). Why a new song? What’s wrong with one that I already know (and that list is small…I can’t remember lyrics to save my own life).

So I started to pray and ask God to shed some light on this little nuance. If He caught my attention with it, then it must mean something (at least to me). And He came though (duh!). Here’s what I journaled…

I can’t just look to the past—what God has done in my life and other’s. I need to focus on what He’s doing right now. God’s story in my life now. I need to sing that new song—the ever evolving story God continues to tell in my life. I need to tell it. I need to sing this “new song”. It doesn’t belong to anyone else. It’s new. It’s the song God is writing in my life and I need to sing it!

For me, this “new song” is the story God is writing for me. He’s writing the song of my life and it’s always brand new. That may not be theologically accurate…but it speaks to my soul. It’s what I needed yesterday and today.

Now, I just need to start singing…

You’ve probably asked this question yourself. I can almost guarantee you’ve heard someone ask it. I’ve done both…asked it and heard it just this week in fact. It’s one of those “questions for the ages”…it has been asked ever since mankind got thrown out of The Garden on our ear…

Why does God allow bad stuff to happen to people?

We know deep down that God could stop all of the bad stuff…the stuff happening in our lives, to the people we know, around the world. He has the power, but why doesn’t He do it?

People come to different conclusions. Some think it’s because He’s mean. Some say it’s because He doesn’t care. Some that He doesn’t even exist.

There are “deep” theological answers (think “free will”), but I’m not getting into that today. This whole topic came up while I was reading a passage out of Hebrews this morning. The answer given there is specifically for those who are following Him. Why does God allow stuff to happen to those who are trying there best to follow Him?

Why?

Because we’re His children, and that’s what a good Dad does…

As you endure this divine discipline, remember that God is treating you as his own children.
Who ever heard of a child who is never disciplined by its father?
If God doesn’t discipline you as he does all of his children,
it means that you are illegitimate and are not really his children at all.
Since we respected our earthly fathers who disciplined us,
shouldn’t we submit even more to the discipline of the Father of our spirits, and live forever?
Hebrews 12:7-9, NLT

When I read that this morning I wanted to know more about the word “discipline” used here. It made me think of how I discipline my own children (a common occurrence…just ask Kyle), punishing them to change their behavior. And it’s close…but it goes beyond how I typically think of discipline. God is using what goes on in our daily lives…the good and the bad…to shape and mold us. He lets the stuff happen because He wants it to train us…to change us. The word is more akin to the idea of instruction and training—not just punishment.

And God’s does this all throw His perfect filter of love and grace. He isn’t allowing these things to happen because He’s mean or doesn’t care. Quite the opposite…He allows it because He knows it’s good for us…it will develop our character and draw us to Himself (if we let it). I don’t know about you, but I want to be a legitimate child of God. And He’s been using plenty of “stuff” in my life to discipline/train me. I just wish it wasn’t so painful sometimes (as does Kyle), and I wish I would realize what’s happening when I’m going through the battle.